R.I.P. lee michael masangkay

[ december 27, 1986 - august 24, 2004 ]

ive never had someone so close to be past away before..so i really dont know how to take it..i try to stop crying because i know its not gonna bring him back..but everytime i start thinking about him i jus burst out in tears..i have soo many memories with him..and ALL of them are such good//funny memories..and youd think that looking back on them would make people laugh..but now it just makes it worst..lee didnt deserve any of this..if youve ever met him or been around him..youd know hes one of the nicest and coolest people to be around..he jus brings this positive energy wherever he goes..hes soo funny..and he acts soo stupid..but most of all he was a good friend..he was always always there for me and he knew when something was bothering me and he wouldn't stop asking til he knew wat was wrong with me..thats wat i like bout him..he never gave up..and i know i havent known him as long as his other friends.. but all that doesn't matter..i've really gotten close to him..we would talk almost everyday and hed always make me laugh..i can remember everything lil thing about him..like his dimpless..his laugh..the way he said "daaang" .. and the way he sounded when he left cute little voice messages on my cell..it's jus the lil things about him that make him such a good person..i still cant believe hes gone..i was jus talking to him online on saturday..and i talked to him on the fone last wednesday.. and the whole time i was laughing or smiling..and iono..i dont know why this happened to him..everyones telling me " its his time to go " .. no i really dont think so..he had so many plans and goals.. he told me he was gonna try to stop smoking..and that when school starts hes gonna work hella hard and go to summerschool if he needed to..because he wants to graduate..change his life around..all this stuff.. and his birthday is in less than three months..he was always counting down.. he was so excited for everything..even if it was the smallest thing.. i remember how excited he would get everytime i call him..because he said i never ever call him..if i could take all those opportunties to call him .. or to hang out with him i would.. id do anything to see him smile again..i swear he had the nicest smile ive ever seen.. he had dimples and hed always smile!! iono he was always happy like nothing could bring him down..im never gonna find anyone like him..hes never gonna be replaced..i miss you soo much lee..

see what all this stupid gang shit does to you? i hope all of you guys learned a lesson..we lost one of our closest friends..because he was wearing a color that the bitches that did this to him didnt like..BECAUSE OF A FUCKING COLOR!! n i know you guys think its not gonna happen to you but look what happened to lee..hes a good person hes not like all you lil gangbang bitches..hes never hurt anyone..AND LOOK WAT FUCKING HAPPENS..why do all the bad things happen to good people..

Hey hOney buns !!

0n thursday i had to wake up at freaken 5 in the m0rning to get ready&leave to go camping in caLi !! i c0uldn`t sleep the night bef0re b/c i was retarded . & i tried taking khOa`s advice by "counting sheep" lol . but yea it didn`t w0rk . & instead of c0unting sheep i c0unted khOa`s . lol . since he`s soo cool&aLL . =] .well yea . i g0t ready `n went to the church to meet up wit the peOple frOm the yOuth grOup . then the bus came and we g0tted On it . haha . and then yea . when we gOt there we had to put up the tents&everything . the campsite was hella cOol b/c it`s RiGHT NEXT to the beach ! sO yea . and the bathrOoms were actuaLLy clean this time ! lol . sO yea . after everyOne was dOne we went to the beach ! [ newpOrt ] ! deng ! the waves there r hella strOng ! i tried to stand up while the wave was cOmin` but i feLL on my ass hella hard ! & vi was tryna bOogie on the bOard & the wave knOcked her oFf&scratChed up her back ! i was gonna try it . but after that i was like nOo i`m havin fun tryna fight these wavEs . lol . and then we burried thOmas in the sand ! & gave him sOme dOuble D`s ! lol . yea he lOved it ! haha . anywAys . tHen On friday we went tO baLbOa isLand & went shOpping ! & then wen the bus caMe back we went to phuOc lOc thO & did sOme mOre shOpping ! lol . it was hella Fun ! me&Jackie made a lOtta .. cute .. frens ! haha . we were in the arcaDe&this dude was pLay`n this One weird gaMe and tHen we pLayed against him&we suCked boOty ! so he tauGht us hOw tO pLay . & his punkAss kept winning ! sO we made him Let us win One game&we did ! lol . and tHen we went tO get sOme bOba ! the wOrker dude was hOt ! we was taLk`n to hiM . but i dunO his naMe . lol . sO yea . he has a pretty smiLe ! =] . anyways . tHen we went upstaiRs sO i cOuld find sOmething to buy anne . i ended up gettinG her the gayest thinG ! but hey " it`s the thOught that cOunts ! " lol . whO said tHat huh anne ? lol . anyways . the wOrker dude there gave me a free littLe statiOnary bOok thingy ! lol . yea i`m cOol . aLL their cd`s there r bOotLeg ! & i tOld him if he didn`t give me sOmething that i`d tell the cOps bOut his bOotleg cd`s . lol j/k . yea . after phuOc lOc thO we went swimmin` at the pOol b/C the beach water is tOo coLd ! and the pOol has a hOt tuB ! lol sO yea . & bLah . tOday we went to HunningtOn beach ! it`s hella nice there ! & there`s thiS shOpping center nex to it sO me // Lisa // vi // andy // khiem // & tOny went shOppin ! lol . i gOt a vOn dutch shirt ! and twO other shiRts . i spent $8o On this trip . that`s pretty gOod ! =]

 [ Describe Your ]

x. [Wallet] hMm . it`s baby bLue . and very EMPTY . lol
x. [Hairbrush] it lOoks .. like a hairbrush
x. [Toothbrush] its cool.                             
x. [Jewelry Worn Daily] My seven goLden braceLettes and my pink pearL bracelette my auntie gave me <3           
x. [Blanket] it`s bLue&green !!
x. [Facewash] cliniQue

x. [Sunglasses] faded shades ! that i never wear
x. [Underwear] w0uldn`t y0u Like to kn0w ?
x. [Shoes] puMas ! ivers0ns . adiders . timBs ! But i m0stLy wear my 50 pairs of abercr0mbie&fitch slippers =]
x. [Favourite Shirt] idenO ?
x. [Favourite Pants] dun`t have 0ne
x. [CD In Stereo Right Now] buRned cd from vanna !
x. [Tattoos] yea . . i have my s0n`s name tattoo`d on my left ass chEek . wanna see ?
x. [Piercings] earrs
x. [What You Are Wearing Now] tank tOp `n my c0usin`s[ the cute 0ne in the pix ] hawaiian pants ! they`r soO comFortable ! lol
x. [Hair] watever dude

[ When was the last time you ... ]
x. [Smiled] twO sec0nds ago
x. [Laughed] wen i was taLk`n to anne b/c shes a retard `n i laugh at her . . l o l
x. [Cried] 2 weeks ago when i watched my grandma`s funeral videO =[
x. [Bought] pink skiRt !
x. [Danced] last night ! ;]
x. [Were Sarcastic] tOday
x. [Had A Nightmare] the oTher night ! omG i had a dream b0ut my fav0ritest c0usin dying =[
x. [Last Book You Read] haha i read pages from an encycLopedia to r0ger =]
x. [Last Movie You Saw] man 0n fire [dvd]
x. [Last Thing You Had To Drink] cOke !
x. [Last Thing You Had To Eat] steaK

[ Body ]
x. [What Do You Like Most About Your Body] n0thing!       
x. [How Many Fillings Do You Have] wanna c0unt ?
x. [Do You Think You Are Good-Looking] nO i think ur mom is

x. [Do You Look Like Any Celebrities] nO i wish !

[ Fashion ]
x. [Do You Wear A Watch] nO they`r annOyin`
x. [How Many Coats And Jackets Do You Own] 5o milliOn
x. [Favorite Pants Color] bLue jeans ?
x. [Most Expensive Item Of Clothing] burberry !
x. [Describe Your Style In One Word] ..diFfernt.. lol jk iono

[ Your Friends ]
x. [Do Your Friends Know You] anne kn0ws me !
x. [Are There Traits In You That Are Universally Liked?] huh ?
x. [How Many People Do You Tell Everything To] i teLL anne&ciLLa everything

[ Music;Television;Books ]
x. [Favourite Band Ever] simpLe plan
x. [Type of Music Most Listened To] r&b
x. [Type Never Listened To] cOuntry !
x. [Favourite Book?] wat`s a boOk ?

[ General Questions ]
x. [Sunny or Rainy Day] sunny
x. [Do You Consider Yourself Lucky] suRe
x. [Do You Feel Pity For People Who Commit Suicide] yesser !
x. [Choose One Word To Describe How You Most Often Feel] MiSUNDERST0OD ! lol
x. [Do You Own Plaid Clothing] nOo
x. [Is There More Than One Zipper On Your Pants]no .
x. [Do You Own Braces] nOt nem0re !
x. [Does Your Hairstyle Exceed A Height Of Three Inches] huh ?
x. [Do You Have A Favorite Brand Of Hair Dye] nO
x. [Do You Own A Bandana] yEa . but it was foR a schooL prOject . too bad it`s reD [ school coLor ] . i`d perfer a baby bLu 0ne tho
x. [Are You Amused By Safety Pins] lol nO
x. [Have You Ever Used Duct Tape As A Sewing Substitute] no
x. [Do You Like Candles] yeaa
x. [Do You Believe In Love] naw iOno wat Love is

x. [Do You Believe In Soul Mates] yeaa
x. [Do You Believe In Love At First Sight] nOpe !
x. [What Are You Gonna Do When You Get Older] iMa b a nurse or a fLight attendant !
x. [How Many Songs Do You Have On Your Computer] nOne my comp jus got rebOoted
x. [What Band Are You Listening To] iOno
x. [Look Out Your Window... Tell Me What You See] a gLoomy glOomy rainy day
x. [If You Could Have Any Animal For A Pet] a white tiger !
x. [What Is The Longest You Ever Stayed Up] a day

[ Habits;Beliefs ]
x. [Are You Disgruntled] huh ?
x. [Are You An Anarchist?] uh . .
x. [Do You Smoke Cigarettes?] hell no !
x. [Are You A Vegetarian?] haha yea right !
x. [Do You Think Meat Is Murder] nO
x. [Have You Ever Slept In An Alley Or Park] nO i hav a house thanks
x. [Do You Wash Your Hair Less Than Once A Week]  ew nOo !
x. [Have You Ever Gone A Week Without A Shower?] nOoo !

[About Me]
x. [Age] a Decade&a Half
x. [Sign] aQuarius
x. [Location] 7o2
x. [Status] happiLy .. singLe !
x. [Crush] ur m0m

x. [Natural Hair Colour] br0wnish bLackish
x. [Current Hair Colour] haha i dun even knOw
x. [Eye Colour] br0wn
x. [Height] shOrt
x. [Shoe size] 5 1/2 ! lol
x. [Parents] mai&tHanh
x. [Siblings] 0ne seestar&0ne br0ther
x. [Live With] parents&br0ther

[ Favourites ]
x. [Number]7
x. [Color] baby bLue
x. [Day] friday
x. [Month] june
x. [Song] seLfish
x. [Movie] white chiCks
x. [Food] phO

x. [Season] spring
x. [Class] theater
x. [Teacher] ioNo
x. [Drink] thai teax.
x. [Television Show] ashlee simpsOn show !
x. [Radio] 97.5
x. [Store] a&f
x. [Word] dude !
x. [Animal] tiger
x. [Flower] tuLip

[ This;That ]
x. [Me;You] yOu baby
x. [Coke;Pepsi]c0ke
x. [Day;Night] day
x. [CD;Cassette] cd
x. [DVD;VHS] dvd
x. [Jeans;Khakis] jeans
x. [Car;Truck] car
x. [Tall;Short] taLL
 

heLLo !

daMn it`s been 1o years since i been 0n the computer ! my m0dem is all retarded . i`m at lisa`s crib ri0te n0w . so yeaa . anyways . n0thin`s new . Life is freaken .. great =] i guess . uhm . ion0 what to write ? so yea . byee

Hey yavee this tammy!! well i made this for you do you LIKE??? i spent mah time doing it all this morning was gonna wait to give it to yah..buh wats tha point you kant see it aniwise -hehe- so i put it in here for you to save..ayte lOVe yOoH gUrL iTs bEen expeCially MaDe fOe You!!

OOoh..and Uhh "DO YOU GOT COKE???"

[x] _ __ _ __ _ _TaMmy_ _ __ _ __ _[x]

^ that`s a pix of TAMMY h0mie .. N0T ME .. ya`ll r gay =P

[ this is yavee n0w ]

thanks taMmy f0r the banner ! iss pee0mp ! y0u g0t skiLLs h0mes . lol . yea anyways . isn`t tammy SEXii guys !?